Im trying to have a better look on life. Ive only decided this today so it hasn’t really been put in practise yet but im trying. Things such as, i really dislike one of my jobs but having it allows me every week to get quite a bit closer to getting my motorbike that im saving for. Things such as my new job as a singing teacher was stressing me out alot but i know that i just have to embrace it and love it cause thats why im doing it in the first place. So, im hoping for a more positve outlook. In all aspects. Because i have some things in life that i am very happy about and very positive about. I have had an amazing person in my life who makes me feel so special, and who i care about so much. I have a great apartment with fantastic housemates and although sometimes i feel like im not doing a whole lot with my time at the moment i know that i am, attending TAFE and getting my theory up to scratch, working with the kids on Saturday and actually getting time to sit down and read a book with a cup of tea.
I want to get into shape so im hoping to exercise and be a bit more active every day now. I really enjoy swimming in the morning but i also like going to the gym in our building so im thinking il try and swap most days, what im most aware of and have been feeling of late is that i need to eat alot better. More veggies and less rich sauces with pasta. So im going to do it rather than just think about it.
I’ve been looking at alot of pin up girl photos lately and i really like the look. At the moment im trying to grow my hair long and im thinking that once it reaches a certain length im going to get it cut in a pin up style with the curled fringe and all! Much like this photo below…
I would like to at some point do a pin up shoot, i think it would be really fun and as i really like the style of clothing i wouldn’t mind buying some new clothes either! 
I have also looked at perhaps doing a burlesque class with a group i found on the internet. I would really like to get performance experience in all areas including burlesque and circus art so im thinking that once i get my motorbike i might look into doing this course too! So perhaps a term of aerial with circus oz or nica and then perhaps a term of burlesque performance.
On saturday night Kym and I performed at One Night in Heaven, a show promoting up and coming vocalists. It was alot of fun, performing with Kym is so refreshing, I find it relaxing and every time we do a number i just want to do another and another and another. Kym is amazing and everyone was so amazed by his playing as am i every time he does, sometimes i feel like im ruinening it when i open my mouth! Anywyay we had some great feedback from people and im hoping that kym and i may be able to get a gig out of this sometime…somewhere.
On the 4th and 5th of March im performing in the Boy from Oz…again. This time with Footlight Productions in Geelong. One of the girls in the trio is unable to do two of the shows due to school commitments with her VCE so they have asked me to fill in. Its a bit stressful, not in regards to the singing, im sure il have that down fine or at least wing it a little on the nights, whats stressing me is the dance! I only will get to learn it on Saturday! Four days before im in the show! So, im going to film all the numbers. Otherwise i wont be able to learn, i know it!
Well this has been massive. As usual
Jess x
